Sometimes being in this house suffocates me. I just want to break free from the constrains of winter and sit in the grass, feeling the warmth of the sun. Just fresh air revived me a little today. I opened the back door to the patio, even though it was frigid. When I came back downstairs after changing Jude's sheets I thought "man, that laundry smells extra good today." But it wasn't the laundry...it was AIR!